benabananas
I am Benazir, it means incomparable, peerless, unique.
Fallen Angel
Visita Iglesia 2012.
Antipolo Cathedral —> St. Rose of Lima Parish, Teresa, Rizal —> St. Joseph Parish, Baras, Rizal —> San Ildefonso Parish, Tanay Rizal —> St. Jerome Parish, Morong, Rizal —> Sta. Ursula Parish, Binangonan, Rizal —> Christ the King Parish (Church in the Sky), Taytay, Rizal.
thoughts, thoughts, thoughts
Pink, Green, Purple.
EARTH HOUR
It’s official. Tonight at 8:30-9:30 pm, my family will participate during EARTH HOUR. All lights will be out. Candles will be lit… for Mother Earth. [Sorry for the wrong post last time regarding the date for EARTH HOUR. :)] Let’s all join!!!
LARGER THAN LIFE
Nung psychological exam ko kasi sa RMC (‘di po ako baliw, requirement lang as job applicant), sinagot ko dun sa isang item sa ‘complete the sentence’ exam yung phrase na ‘LARGER THAN LIFE’. Gusto kong maging ‘LARGER THAN LIFE’. Tinanong ako nung psychologist kung anong meaning nito for me. HINDI KO NASAGOT NG MAAYOS. Siguro ganun na nga yung ibig sabihin nun. HINDI MO TALAGA SIYA MA-EEXPLAIN ng bonggang bongga. Hindi mo siya ganoong ma-eexplain in a clear sense. Yun ang tingin ko sa ‘LARGER THAN LIFE’. Ikaw ba? /bmf
TORN
GOD. I call “Him” GOD just like the others. I really don’t know who “He” is. Sometimes, I tend to think that people just created “His” identity. I’m really open to any idea of an identity regarding “Him”. One thing is for sure that I believe in, that there is Someone or Something HIGHER that created everything and that creating everything makes us worship “Him”. “Him” is quoted because sometimes I think “He” could be a “Her”. *First letter is capitalized since “He” is the HIGHER Being or the HIGHEST being. This are my thoughts AT TIMES or at least a few seconds ago but while continuing to write this blog…
Maybe I’m just creating this ideas in my mind because I am too afraid to fail Him. Because if I am sure that I really believe in Him, then I have no reason at all to sin. It’s really confusing.
“Bat di ko na lang kasi aminin sa sarili ko na may nararamdaman talaga ko kada papasok ako ng simbahan or ittry ko madasal, na nararamdaman ko sa puso at isip ko na nandyan Siya? Siguro naman sa edad kong to e meron na talaga ko dapat stable na paniniwala, aminin ko na lang talaga na makasalanan ako at kahit anong gawin ko KAILANGAN ko Siya. ‘Wag mo na lang kasing pansinin yung ibang thoughts mo. Basta NANINIWALA KA NA LANG PERIOD. (Kausap ang sarili)”
Labo ko no? Totoong thoughts and emotions. Naging Taglish. /bmf
